so this is it huh? just not gonna talk to me anymore after one incident that was done and forgotten? i see how it is… i see who my real friends are… you complain to me all that fucking night that i “abandoned you as a friend” and make me cry feeling like shit and what do you do? turn around and do the same fucking thing! like honestly you are like the biggest ass hole i have ever met… i actually thought we were really good friends for a moment there… this is the reason i hate getting close to people. people like YOU… who walk all over people when they get close to you like a door mat and then throw them away when they get too filled up with your grimy footprints… well i am fed up with this.. .you wanna ignore me.. .fucking do it…  yeah i give a shit but you are too fed up with ruining peoples lives to stop and think and look back at it and say “wow… i just fucked over this poor kid… and he was actually a really good friend to me… and i just treated him like a piece of rag to blow my nose on…” yeah that day will come… and you will just be alone with no one to be with you because you are a genuine DICK FUCK! so yeah i will miss you like crazy.. but in hindsight… i really shouldn’t give a fuck… because i know you wont…. so nice knowing you… it was fun(i think) while it lasted..

i dont think i have ever felt this unloved and alone in my entire life….